Thursday, February 18, 2010

my heart is pounding.

Dreams could very possibly be coming true for me right now. I am not sure of my future, of what will happen tomorrow or even in two weeks. But of this I am confident, God has given all of us passions and desires. He gave them to us and if He gives them to us He will give them to us in full. I believe this with all my heart.

This is God's Word on the subject: "As soon as Babylon's seventy years are up and not a day before, I'll show up and take care of you as I promised and bring you back home. I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for. "When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen. "When you come looking for me, you'll find me. "Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed." God's Decree. "I'll turn things around for you. I'll bring you back from all the countries into which I drove you"—God's Decree—"bring you home to the place from which I sent you off into exile. You can count on it.
Jeremiah 29:11-14


My God has heard my cries, He was right with me the every night the tears were in my eyes because I felt lost and alone. I don't know about tomorrow but I know the past and I know today. He is here in the today.


"Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don't worry about missing out. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes."
Matthew 6:33,34


I hope to share more very soon in the near future.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Friday Night

It´s a friday night and I am sitting here in my friend, Rocio´s flat in Tyrifjord, the Norwegian Adventist high school. It is so great being an Adventist. You really have family all over the world. I met Rocio at a conference in Oslo last September. She invited me out to the school any time I wanted to and by golly I have taken her up on that offer. So here I am with my relatively new friend making even more new friends :o) Can life get any better. . . I think not!

I´ll take more pictures tomorrow but let me describe what I see around me. The school is on a peninsula and it´s beautiful here. The fjord is actually no longer a fjord but the 4th largest lake in Norway. At one point in time it was a fjord but a town a few kilometers away dammed it up or something and now it is a ginormous lake.

There is a field between the two dorms where they play soccer. . . OH! Excuse me, football. Though there is lots of snow it has not dampened their spirits they still play on the snow giving the area a very cool effect of a cloud. So really when I stood between the two buildings I felt as if I was standing on a cloud, the school is located on a cloud! How cool is that! It´s like being a care bear!

I´ll take more pictures tomorrow and let you know how my time goes. Until then if you met a fellow Adventist for the first time, take them home, feed them and make a new friend in Christ.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

A tea-totaler.


"Hello, my name is Sonya and I drink tea."
"Welcome Sonya."
"I drink tea when I am happy, when I am down in the depths of despair, I drink it when it's gotten cold, when it comes with tapioca balls (bubble tea),I drink when I am not feeling well, when I am cold, when I am at work, when I am at the train station. I drink. . . I drink tea."




I have always enjoyed a cup of tea here and there. It is warm and comes in many flavors. While in university I found that I enjoyed the flavor of coffee but not so much the side effects, it made me jittery and I talked even more than normal. So I suppose this is where it all started (except I do remember drinking Earl Grey in the mornings before I left the house while I was in high school).



While I was living in Tchad my family drank tea every morning. In fact Ama wouldn't really let me leave unless I had my cup of tea and if by chance I missed my cup she would hold it for me to drink when I returned. In conversation with Mathieu, the father, we talked about caffeinated tea and how he didn't like it. He preferred to drink the hibiscus, citronella and some other type of tea where the seeds are roasted and it smells like coffee and tastes wonderful. Tea became an every day thing for me that year.



While working at Georgia Cumberland Academy I also drank my fair share of tea. Attempting to keep my tradition alive of drinking tea I would bring some to work in a little cup or my Nalgiene full of tea. After prayer meeting on Wednesdays when we would go hang out at Starbucks I would order a grande cup of Mint tea with only one tea bag. Then I would keep the extra cup they gave me and use it later in the week to take more tea to work in (I mainly did that because I looked cool with a cup of and it made the students jealous that they didn't have any :0).



Now that I am here in Norway where it is cold and I enjoy being warm amidst all the cold I have found it almost a necessity to have a cup of tea every morning. ALAS, I have been very unsuccessful in finding a wide assortment of un-caffeinated tea, yes people have told me to look here and there, but either I don't have a car to do so or I just was unable to find it.



I had heard through the grape vine that Germany was a good place to find herbal teas and when I went there at Christmas time I had very high hopes of discovering new and exciting flavors. Boy oh, Boy was I not disappointed. It was beautiful! Every time we would go into a new grocery store I would excuse myself from the group and head straight towards the tea isle. Each and every time there were so many new and exciting flavors, all without caffein!


I now have a very large assortment of teas. Everything from Happiness tea to blueberry with yoghurt. I love them all. I drink at least one liter a day if not more. I drink at the office, at home, and if it were possible I would drink in my car.

I've been sent teas, given teas, inherited teas, gotten my own teas. I just love teas.

Currently I am in the process of finding a tea from Messemer Tea company. It's called Romeo and Julia. I want it for many reasons. 1 The name is so romantic I am certain that it is a type of love potion, 2 it has a special ingredient: MARZIPAN!




So come stop by we will have a cup of tea at my table and talk about life, cause I love tea and if we run out I can always put more water on to boil.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

some thoughts

How on earth do we listen to God? Right now I have no idea. Silent, I should be silent.

Perhaps I am to loud in my heart, because I feel it screaming out to God for direction, help and answers. To know where and what God wants me . . .

Something. Anything. I just want to plan out my life. I am sorry God. I shouldn’t rush ahead. I am not, am I? I don’t want to put you in a box I have always just let my imagination go. Is it wrong? Is that somehow limiting you? I feel lost right now. What to do? I don’t feel like I should stay here or go. I don’t feel anything. I don’t hear anything.

I have so many things on my heart these days and on my mind. I have been wanting for awhile to put my thoughts down again but how can I put them on paper when I myself don’t even know what they are?

Jacob wrestled with God he knew God had promised to make him a mighty nation and if his brother killed him in a fit of anger that God’s promises would not come true. While he was wrestling he grabbed hold of God and said you cannot go, I will not let go until you bless me. Maybe that is me? I can’t hear God’s voice right now, I can’t see his road signs but I have his promises. I don’t know what he wants from me other than complete obedience and trust.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Where. . .

I wrote this while in Norway. Funny thing is it still mostly applies to my life. What about yours?


Where. . .
. . . will i go next?
. . . is my place in life?
. . . do i belong?
. . . is God?
. . . is the path that i am supposed to walk in?
. . . is God's voice?
. . . is the sun?
. . . will i be in 6 months?
. . . will i be in 5 years?


Where does my help come from?

I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
Psalms 121