Doctors visit.
“Well doctor? He said with fear in his voice. Do you see it? It’s behind my shoulder on the right, just below my shoulder blade. “ “Yes I see it.” The doctor said with a slow confidant voice. Sighing deeply, “Oh, great. Than can you take it out? Can you get rid of it? Please?” He desperately asked. “This has been there a long time. It has grown quite a bit. How long have you known about it and not come in?” He asked with a reprimand. “I know Doctor, I know. “ He said while not making eye contact. “I was afraid, what if it is malignant and I didn’t have much time left? What if in order to take it off you have to dig really deep and you take out part of me? What if it is permanent, forever, a part of who I am?” The questions tumbled out full of fear. “So you kept from mentioning it each time you came in? I fail to see how that helped?” The doctor said while making bold eye contact. A long pause, ended with a deep breath, “You’re right, you are alwa...