She Shouldn't Have Died

I wanted the power of the Holy Spirit today so bad. I prayed, I did I prayed
to God. I claimed His love and sacrifice for this woman. I prayed that He
not look at me because I am very unclean but with the blood of Jesus He look
at this woman and heal because I know He wanted to. He answered Job, Peter,
John, Paul so many people. I want that kind of relationship with God. So I
can so very boldly approach the throne of God and call on His power to heal.
By no medical means-straight up power of our Heavenly Father.

This beautiful woman shouldn't have died. There was absolutely
nothing medically I could do. In fact the only reason I was in there for as
long as I was the simple fact that I didn't know how to do anything so I
could hold the IV fluid. Because I couldn't do anything medical I called on
my Heavenly Father. I called and called. I know He heard me, He hears all of
His children. Just for some reason He couldn't bring her out of the code.
Why? I don't know. That's not my question. My question is how can I help
more? How do I pray like Peter and John in Acts 2? How do I have such a
relationship with Him that people can see me on trial and KNOW I've been
with God? Acts 3.