What if...

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What if I stopped being the one to call people?

What if I stopped being the one to connect with friends?

What if I wasn't the one who looked on social media websites to see how friends and family were doing back home?

What if I waited for someone to call me, for someone to put forth energy to connect with me?



Would I still be lonely or would I be even lonelier?

Comments

Unknown said…
It's the downside of having a sentimental heart.
March 9, 2012 at 11:04 AM
Tania said…
I wonder the same thing...
March 10, 2012 at 6:34 PM
Anthony said…
That was not the gifts nor the role that you were given. You were called to be the initiator. Fill your calling well and deeply. Givers struggle when they come in contact with few reciprocators. But, take heart, you tether the world and this is your calling.
March 10, 2012 at 10:42 PM
Anonymous said…
Sonya I've asked myself the same thing....Then I read Anthony's response. Wow. I'll share what both you said. God bless you lady. I love your blogs.
March 13, 2012 at 4:50 PM
Experience: part of a balanced life said…
anthony is right. i like that answer.
March 22, 2012 at 10:14 PM
Andrea said…
Well, if you stopped, you'd probably still get a message from me. Especially when my family is sleeping when I want them to be on the internet. ;) Thanks for keeping in touch.
March 25, 2012 at 1:56 AM
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